What’s a defining moment that shaped you as an artist?
After I made my very first film (a short thesis film produced at the University of the West Indies as part of my final project), someone approached me at the end and said they saw themselves in it; they were excited by that.
In all honesty, it struck a chord in me because, while I have had that experience with films as a viewer, I didn’t imagine that my own work could or would do the same thing. It was an encouraging message that prompted me to want to do this more; from then on I wanted to create art that tells stories that resonate with viewers.
When was the first time that you felt like your work was appreciated?
My thesis film was the first time I truly felt my work was appreciated. Conversely, I have found it challenging to appreciate my own efforts because there’s this constant voice in my head pushing me to be better… to be perfect.
I’ve come to realise that perfection, especially in art, is not only unattainable but also unnecessary. I believe it is more important to do the work, learn from it, and then go into the next project with the insight and growth gained from the previous project.
Of all of the projects you’ve worked on, which one was the most creatively fulfilling?
I can’t choose any one project, because each offers something different and teaches me something new. Whether I am writing, performing on stage, or on camera or working behind the camera, there is always something amazing to be gained.
Here’s the thing about creative work that I’ve come to enjoy: I am learning to love the resistance that comes with crafting the final product. It’s an addictive experience because you think to yourself, “I’m seeing the story take shape. I’m seeing the work get better.” That process is what I find most creatively fulfilling…albeit frustrating at times, but definitely fulfilling lol.
What does “perfection” mean to you? Do you think that it’s worth pursuing?
Perfection is a myth. As an artist, particularly as an actor, I think one of the most dangerous things is slavishly seeking perfection. Don’t get me wrong, I work hard to make my work the best it can be, but what is the measure of perfection in art and performance?
Acting is about the human experience, and we are by nature imperfect, so why force perfection on an imperfect experience? Sometimes, through errors and flaws, we find something so much more honest, beautiful, and relatable. Very recently, I’ve had to let go of my idea of perfection in order to embrace the freedom of messy, imperfect (and simultaneously contained) play.
What do you ultimately want to achieve with your work?
Cesar A. Cruz is credited with saying:
“Art should comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable.”
As an emerging playwright, I hold firmly to that belief. I want my work to unsettle and to comfort. I want it to give voice and life to those who need to be heard but can’t find their own voice.
